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63 Pill Bottles
The pain in my chest constantly Paranoia arrests my rational thinking viciously I see their lights out of the corners of my eyes Black shadows moving across the floor I can’t help but check the locks on the doors and make sure the shades… Continue Reading “63 Pill Bottles”
No Fixing You
You keep saying you’ll get back on track, but you can’t. “It’s not about willpower!” We are over that. But it is. It’s a part of it. Can’t you push through? Pick yourself up and grab the glue to put yourself back together again.… Continue Reading “No Fixing You”
What’s All The Hype About Essential Oils?
I had someone ask me recently “do essential oils work, or are they a scam?” I’m not a scientist or a doctor, so I can’t adequately explain all the science behind the oils, their bioavailability, the brain and body systems supported. But, I can… Continue Reading “What’s All The Hype About Essential Oils? “
Pictures As Feelings
Sometimes I have no motivation or feel any type of creativity. But, I always try to take a lot of pictures anyways so I have a stock to use. I take pictures of animals, people, plants, places, oils and things. So, when I’m feeling… Continue Reading “Pictures As Feelings”
You’ll Catch Your Death
The water through the rocks, sifting the silt and mud. Runs over her toes half exposed. No blood left, flesh rotted from the bone. But, noone can escape the smell. If you are lucky, you’ll go way before you get old. The soul rotted… Continue Reading “You’ll Catch Your Death”
Sea Is Calling Me
It’s semi-cold in Hatteras today. Like-60°. 😂 But, I never get bored walking the beaches. No sunshine is the best time for me because of my skin conditions. No 🌞 = No 🔥 So, on thanksgiving week, I am grateful for the peacefulness of… Continue Reading “Sea Is Calling Me”
Travel Tips…(That I will most likely forget or ignore over and over again)
When I was on active duty, I was in charge of taking care of people, their safety, millions of dollars in equipment-the usual. 😂 So, I would always check my work on the planes, have someone else check it, then check it again. This… Continue Reading “Travel Tips…(That I will most likely forget or ignore over and over again)”
Always Wanting
Take it, as you see. Take me. How do you feel around me? Body is so cold and I am alone on these streets. Silly as I am. I wanted you because of you. Not your face. Not your fame. Nothing but your insides… Continue Reading “Always Wanting”
Sunshine In Amsterdam
Just when I think everything is shit and I’m stuck in the circus of my head, the universe will throw me a sunny day. Then, miraculously I’m able to catch a glimpse of gratitude to help put things back into perspective. I’m not a… Continue Reading “Sunshine In Amsterdam”
Thieves And Gratitude
Arrived in London 4 days ago. No luggage, runing out of clean socks and patience. The positive side is that I’ve only had 2 major meltdowns… One privately (because air bnb room was disgusting) and the other in the lobby of the Doubletree by… Continue Reading “Thieves And Gratitude”
Darkness Taking Over The Light
Moon overtakes the sun. Sun overtakes the moon. Death always becomes us.
Here’s A Little Help From Psychotherapy.
So, its hard to do a blog when youre depressed and dont give a shit. But, i thought there were a couple “funny” tips on this sheet I got in group; “101 Stress Relievers” – take up knitting. Hahaha no. – take a child… Continue Reading “Here’s A Little Help From Psychotherapy.”
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