Short poem: Nothing to me Is ever right or good intentioned. Always fantasies of what could have happened. Running from myself the soul is forgotten. In a dream we jump and wake before hitting bottom. But those of us that cannot escape are not forgotten.
I wish I was someone else. I wish I was somewhere else. I wish that the feelings I have were enough for today. I wish I could sail away be taken by the sea. Washed with salt and reborn. Reborn from the earth and the sea.
The pain in my chest constantly Paranoia arrests my rational thinking viciously I see their lights out of the corners of my eyes Black shadows moving across the floor I can't help but check the locks on the doors and make sure the shades are closed Helicopters incessantly fly overhead They rattle my nerves just... Continue Reading →
You keep saying you'll get back on track, but you can't. "It's not about willpower!" We are over that. But it is. It's a part of it. Can't you push through? Pick yourself up and grab the glue to put yourself back together again. Permanently fractured in all sorts of ways, there is no fixing... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I have no motivation or feel any type of creativity. But, I always try to take a lot of pictures anyways so I have a stock to use. I take pictures of animals, people, plants, places, oils and things. So, when I'm feeling uncreative (is that a word?😂) I scroll through the roll and... Continue Reading →
The water through the rocks, sifting the silt and mud. Runs over her toes half exposed. No blood left, flesh rotted from the bone. But, noone can escape the smell. If you are lucky, you'll go way before you get old. The soul rotted from the inside, but who can really tell. The smell though.... Continue Reading →
It's semi-cold in Hatteras today. Like-60°. 😂 But, I never get bored walking the beaches. No sunshine is the best time for me because of my skin conditions. No 🌞 = No 🔥 So, on thanksgiving week, I am grateful for the peacefulness of waves crashing and the opportunity to just be here today.
Take it, as you see. Take me. How do you feel around me? Body is so cold and I am alone on these streets. Silly as I am. I wanted you because of you. Not your face. Not your fame. Nothing but your insides do appeal to me. I will never see. Walked down those... Continue Reading →
Slowing down Trapped in a bubble Wasting away from inactivity This is how I feel when I haven't left the house for a week. My brain kinda gets stuck in a rut and then"rinse, lather and repeats." It is so true what they say "use it or lose it." I feel a little slower, can't... Continue Reading →