Tag: depression

LEAD WEIGHTS

I owe you nothing. Well. As I remember it we have what’s called a stalemate. Zero is the pot. Lady lucks hands are empty tonight. As I recall, there is nothing spent so, nothing shall be made. I owe you nothing. Nothing is always… Continue Reading “LEAD WEIGHTS”

Never Ever

Ugh, another fake smile. Lies all over social media. It’s great you have six pack abs because you took a “break” from everything. I think “I’ll never look like that” so why be upset. Then the gross feelings come about from the 3 helpings… Continue Reading “Never Ever”

Empty

A hungry stomach that food won’t fill Smiles with-out teeth and always going uphill Does the sun come out with the shades always closed Glass is very empty there’s never a half full Blank walls a staring, no stories to be told Come closer… Continue Reading “Empty”

Roses In The Light

December 1st Warm and muggy rain Night-light on the house Shines on fading blooms Of pinkish hues Death comes soon And the bloom is no more

Check In 2

I probably need to do more of these since I go on “stealth mode” so frequently. I would like to say that I’ve been at a loss for words but that’s not entirely true. Putting them into complete thoughts to convey a point is… Continue Reading “Check In 2”

Trees

Some days all you have is a view of the trees at sunset or sunrise. The rest of the day is filled with sickness and broken sleep maybe some food in between. But everyday the trees breathe. As do we. The lucky ones I… Continue Reading “Trees”

Parking Tickets

I can’t wait for you, Not right now at least. I’m double-parked and too broke to pay the parking ticket. It’s not a boot but a lead weight they’ll tie to my car. Use another road or find a city street but don’t leave… Continue Reading “Parking Tickets”

We Don’t Owe

No more calls No more late nights It’s just a fog in my head My eyes swollen and burning My chest is long and empty No hunger, no yearning No one owed us anything in this life Not even a goodbye

Come And Go

You’ve only just gotten here don’t leave so soon. Rushing in Always Leaving me too soon. I thought the universe heard me. When you messaged me My wanting and wishing had came through. Nope not this time just like the times before. You are… Continue Reading “Come And Go”

Poe House

Baltimore, Maryland An impromptu trip. I was going to England, but the universe had different plans for my trip. Well, Wow Airlines had different plans because they went bankrupt a couples days before I left. 😡 flights cancelled, all aircraft grounded and I’m chilling… Continue Reading “Poe House”

End of Yol

I haven’t posted in a long while. Between the holidays, family, work and nagging exhaustion I just let the days pass. Life happens. And when I am left to setting my own schedule… Sleep always takes priority-probably because I don’t get any 😉 But… Continue Reading “End of Yol”

So Cold

Go to sleep and hope for the snow. Wake up late and find a storm. It’s just the beginning, the men are dead in the fields. Horses came through, but none drew near. Valkyrie wings close down; plunging and swooping the bloodied earth. Clawing… Continue Reading “So Cold”

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